Wow, I think I’m finally over you.

I think I was holding onto you because I thought there was still hope. And also because I thought no one could love me like you, or that no one would love me. I don’t know. Just really insecure thoughts. I was scared that you were the only one for me. I forced myself to be sad that you were ignoring me, and I never gave myself a chance. I “tried” to get over you, which involved basically not thinking about you. Which, as most of you should know, always has the opposite effect. I never really thought about letting my life take it’s own course. It didn’t really help that you always ignored me, and you didn’t even want to be friends. I gave you your space, but you still ignored me. Maybe you thought I was annoying? Maybe you were playing hard to get? I don’t know. But hey, you’re missing out. Just letting you know. I’m amazing.

ANYWAYS.

I met someone the other day. I knew him for quite a while actually, but I just never was introduced to him. Nor did I have any interest. But we were able to get really close that one night, and we both got to know each other on a different level. He never smiled or anything, so I always just thought he was uptight. But damn, he was actually pretty outgoing, and really, really nice. We connected, I just know it. He said let’s be friends from now on, which is damn fine with me. And he’s so cute! My friends say he’s whatever, but he’s so cute, especially when he sleeps D: That sounded really creepy but…whatever. ^^

I’d like to think it was mutual, but I have no idea. What’s 2012 going to spring on me? I’m actually excited.