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I keep having dreams where I wake up feeling extremely lonely. It’s to the point where I can feel it in my heart. It starts to ache, and I just feel this huge emptiness inside of me. It makes me want to cry, but only for a few moments.

I don’t know why this is happening. Soon, I feel like something is going to change inside of me, and I’m never going to be the same person again- and not in the good way. In the forever-impossible-to-fix way.

I am worried.