You have no idea how much I hold back because of you. How many opportunities I’ve slammed down because of you.

I guess it’s kind of cowardly to blame this all on you, since you aren’t actually doing anything. But the feel of you plagues me. I can’t look at anyone without first comparing how different, how superficial they are compared to you.

Every since that day, my feelings have been frozen, locked up, caged…whatever you want to call it. You know you’re the only one who can open it, but you refuse to. Why whxnnakdjjdjs why why why do you keep me trapped without fucking doing anything just at least show me you’re as frozen as I am show me something that proves I’m not the only one dumb enough to be stuck in this state.