January 2011
89 posts
2011
2010 was definitely one of the more… bad years for me.
Hopefully 2011 brings some new changes, ‘cause I’m so fucking ready for them! I know my life is probably going to be the same, but come on… it really is a new year. And even if I don’t change, even if the people around me don’t change… it’s that whole fresh start feeling. Even if we eventually...
You know what? I think I prefer procrastination.
I always felt like I regretted it for saving all my work until the last moment… but I just realized that it isn’t really regret- I actually prefer it that way.
When I make specific time for my work, I can never concentrate. Either because I “have to” watch drama, or I “have to” check Tumblr/Facebook, or I...
December 2010
106 posts
Has anyone else tried to tie up their hair with a...
mooshalle:
(via mooshalle)
And in Cinderella… when the birds tie it for her…
doesn’t work. :(
Bad Day.
I had a 5-8 shift today. Usually, whoever works the 2-5 shift (aka the no customer shift) has to refill all the shit so the person working after can work in peace, since it gets kind of busy. Well, my fucking boss worked that shift and she didn’t do jack shit. And before I could do 2 of the million things on my to-do list, the dinner rush started. I was short on just about everything you...
New Years Resolutions.
so, i know it’s a little early to be doing this, but i really, really really, want to. and for the past few years, i’ve had so many bullshit resolutions like:
become a better person (stop being a bitch)
find the love of my life
save money
do better in school
stop judging people by their appearance (HAHHAHA..hahhaa….)
etc etc, you guys should know. so i thought this...
I think I know how my sleep works...
I think it goes according to the weather… hear me out.
Usually, even if I sleep at like 3AM, I wake up at around 11-11:30 because it’s so goddamn sunny and I can’t stand it.
I slept at 1AM “today”, and I woke up at like fucking 1:40am! It’s because I woke up and saw the weather, and it looked kind of gloomy so I thought it was only like 6am and I knocked out...
I'M GETTING DAMN SICK OF THIS.
We fight every goddamn night. I’m not even exaggerating- for the past few months, a single night hasn’t gone by without an argument with my mom.
What is it this time, you ask?
She’s trying to reprimand me for my money usage… are you serious? I’m not even gonna write a whole paragraph about this ‘cause you guys already know. -_-;
Let me just say: I work long...
Does anyone else do this? Or used to?
Text someone something totally random, and when they reply, you reply with either,
“Oh sorry, wrong person.” Even though you totally meant to send it and you just want to start up a conversation.
or
“Huh?” Pretending like you didn’t send anything at all, for the same reason stated above.
Man, I used to be so stupid.
Girls and Women.
yanrwtb:
Though those two categories fall under the same gender, I, in no way, classify them the same.
Girls: Adolescents. They don’t know what the fuck they’re doing. They fall within the mass just to fall less within themselves and more within the hype. Speaking of fall, they fall for boys they claim to be grown men. (Uh, no sweetie, no real man wants a girl to fill the absence of a woman) I...
Day 2: Relationships
Overall in the year 2010, I haven’t had a few memorable relationships- both girls and guys.
For girls… sure I’ve met some backstabbing bitches, and sure I lost a friend (or two) to a jerkwad guy, and sure some of my close friends have lied to me and made me feel like shit… but overall, I’m happy with the friends I do have, and I’m happy with the friends that...
I love it when people actually mean what they say. <3
Obviously since it’s online, you get really confused sometimes. They could be lying out of their ass, and you could be believing every single word.
But there’s just that one person who’s so honest and nice, and you know that they’re not lying to you. And it feels good cause… well… they’re not lying...
I hate when you’re hungry as fuck cause you’re been too lazy to get anything, to the point where your stomach starts hurting so you prepare something and you eat it and your stomach still hurts cause you ate too fast.
:(
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2010.
A year is an extremely long time… and quite honestly, I don’t even think I remember the memorable moments. Let’s give it a try.
Falling in love (HAHAHA cliche, but true).
Drinking
Losing quite a special friend to a pedophile-ass pussy
A few books
Boys
And last of all, Tumblr
2010 Reflection Challenge
leanlikeachai:
2010 Reflection Challenge
Day 1: A few things you will never forget in 2010. Day 2: Relationship(s). Day 3: The best day. Day 4: The worst day. Day 5: The most memorable moment. Day 6: Your best friend(s). Day 7: Your birthday. Day 8: The funnest getaway. Day 9: The end of last school year/the beginning of this one. Day 10: New Year resolutions.
:3
Jeez, he’s just another guy that likes you, right? Just another guy you can brag to your friends about, like you always do. Just another tally mark on your stupid napkin of guys heels over head for you.
I honestly don’t see what they see in you. All I see is the real you, the one that plays with their hearts for fun, and enjoys it. The one that likes the fact that she has over 5 guys...
My mom puts all of her sadness, disappointment,...
I’m spoiled? Right… because I juggle my job and school, because I pay for my bills, because I have a fucking 9pm curfew that I follow, because sometimes I’m so fucking tired and I can’t do the fucking dishes when you ask me to, because I can’t smile when I’m not fucking happy- I already do too much of that shit in public.
Oh wait… what does my brother do?...
Finding out that someone was being nice to you to...
lol, fucking ouch
no seriously, stop making it sound like you fucking care. “i’m worried… he’s sick T_T” oh, didn’t help that you told me that right after your little story about messing around with another guy. yup, you must be reaaaaally worried about him, huh? /:
DAMN GIRL, you fucked up :)
I hate looking in the mirror.
YOU ALWAYS MAKE MY FUCKING DAY LOL!
“If I had to work so hard and end up so low, I would be so pissed. Oh wait.”
LOLOL man I fucking love you, no matter what the fuck happens! Even if we don’t talk for 50 years man, seriouslyyy. LOL corny shit right there, but it is 100000000% true.
:):):)
You know what? We need to learn to be sensitive towards other people’s feelings. Too many people think only of themselves, and oftentimes, don’t even know that they’ve hurt someone’s feelings. Because they neglected to empathize, and they neglected to think of the situation as a whole, and how it would affect the person, and so forth. Yeah, it’s a lot of work, but...
You know what sucks?
When you find out something that’s relatively important… through someone that isn’t so important.
You really couldn’t take the time to tell me…? I mean I was happy that I knew (now), but I was disappointed that you didn’t tell me… after the huge fuss you made about how we should all tell each other things first, because we’re bestfriends and...
I think my metro piece of shit phone’s network is like… crashing cause of overload? LOL half my texts aren’t sending…
6/30 texts...
“Who is this?”
sad4lyfe.
My mom got me two ugly jackets for Christmas.
I pretended to be happy until she told me I had to pay for it.
Merry Christmas.
On cold winter days, my hands always find themselves in my pants. LOL, it’s so warm in there. I don’t even realize it sometimes.
It’s like I have nothing to write about anymore, my mind is so blank. Most things are so personal I can’t even put it on here, and other things aren’t important enough.
Anyways, I want to talk about guys.
It seems like I always attract the guys that really are not my type. Actually, no, I don’t even have a set ‘type’. I attract guys that I don’t have...
Omg I remember in middle school, 6th and 7th grade.. I used to called myself Princess. LMFAO I was so arrogant and like… I don’t know what the hell got into me, but yeah. I was like Princess Marian, Pweencess Marian, OMFG. And instead of “I love you” there was “I lava you” and “I lovers you” and Myspace layouts and putting < font face=aria...
I was bored, so I took some ribbons that I had (attached to the clips above), and I ripped them all off. I could never wear it with these stupid clips, and I always wanted it on a hairtie instead… so…
I took hairties, and opened the ribbons and sewed them all in! YAY!
Voila, now I can tie my hair with these. Hehe. :3
Sometimes I wonder...
How does your boyfriend stand you…? LOL, you’re like the most annoying person I know, and you’re not even nice. Seriously, you’re a straight up bitch… I guess you’re different to your boyfriends or something, haha.
I feel so sad for him. :P
Oh, Tumblr
We have grown so far apart.
But it is now winter break, and I have more time for you and your beloved texts. I am extremely happy that I can finally read stuff, and expect more annoying complaints and such from me. You know- the usual.
Love Yours ALWAYS,
Marian :)
P.S. I hope school never starts anytime soon. Or the distance between us will once again grow into a gaping chasm. :(
Problems that just keep coming back… you try and try to rid yourself of your bad luck, but it always seems to find a way to you. Maybe you’ll breathe a sigh of relief because it’s finally gone, but really, it’s just temporary.